My life as a wife, mother, baker, wannabe seamstress and a Christian woman.
Monday, September 12, 2011
Women of Faith Weekend
My daughter and I attended the Women of Faith conference this weekend at the Honda Center in Anaheim, CA. Wow! Each women gave me something to think about and I kind of feel like a bit of a mess. This is a good thing though!
I learned from Brenda Warner to live a life with integrity and honor and just be myself. And to keep focusing on the positive even when life hands you more than you think you can handle.
I learned from Lisa Whelchel that I need to nurture my relationships with other women I know and find someone safe and find a "bestie". I have lots of female friends, but I wouldn't know who to call to meet me for coffee. I wouldn't know who to go to when I really needed someone. I either hold things in until I explode, I talk to my husband, I journal and of course I pray. But I'd really life to be the kind of friend I want. The last female best friend I had went and married my ex-husband. So yeah...
Patsy Clairmont finds the humor in anything even in the midst of horrible circumstances. She trusts in Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, the sweetest name she knows.
Marilyn Meburg is just one feisty older woman and I hope I am half as strong and graceful as she is when I reach her age.
Sandi Patty really spoke to my heart too. She has struggled with her weight for years. Her doctor told her she was cheating her family of years of life with her if she continued on the path she was on. I don't want Allyson to have to bury me for many many years.
So I have work to do. I have lots of books to read that I got from each of these speakers. Lots of prayer and honest self reflection.
Amy Grant and Mandisa sang and both sang meaningful songs to me. Mandisa sang "Shackles" and I forget many a time that God has freed me from shackles. The shackles I wear now are my own and I need to remove them. Amy Grant sang "Better Than A Hallelujah" which I love. I know God loves to hear our praise as well as our prayers, but I know God has got to rejoice when we honestly just cry out from our soul to Him.